Tomorrow I head back to school a week before school resumes for Panhellenic Recruitment. While I am incredibly excited about the prospect of new DGs, I am not thrilled about a) having to spend Monday night moving rooms, b) leaving home, and c) the fact that I will probably be in Delta Gamma Land for the next week. I have had a wonderful break. It has been so great to be home, away from the stresses of school with the family enjoying the holidays. Honestly the idea of being back at school kind of makes me nauseous at the moment.
I'm the kind of person, and I'm sure this is due to my anxiety/worrying, who dreads things. I find it very hard to just let things be. I am constantly thinking of what will come next, what I have to look forward (or not look foward) to. I almost dread the day after Christmas more than I look forward to the 25th of December. So, in short, I am dreading the return to the grind...the rehearsals, the books, the papers, the parties, etc.
I know, I know, I should take a deep breath and snap out of it, drive down to school tomorrow, relax and enjoy. Believe me, I'm trying. It's just difficult.
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