So...I hate to be emo and angsty and make myself sound like some sort of desperate girl, but this is what I'm feeling right now:
I'm so ready to be in love. My heart is open and my arms are wide. I have so much love to give, but haven't found anyone ready to receive it. I know, I know, I know (!) patience...stop worrying..."your time will come"...blah blah blah. But right now, I'm lonely. And my mom is getting married on Saturday (which is probably the single greatest thing to happen to our family in the last 15 years) and I just want that. At the risk of sounding like a bad pop song, I want someone to want me. And I'm tired of waiting. I'm frustrated and sick of this.
Ok, I'm sorry for being so annoying. And I'll probably delete this post in a few days because it'll probably sound terribly pathetic to me tomorrow morning, but it's late and and cold and I'm tired and I'd pretty much give anything to be snuggling next to someone who loves me right now.
I'm done now. Bye.
